When I'm feeling like one of the best people on the face of the earth.
Like one of the angels that can help humanity.
Like my life has a real Divine Purpose.
Like I'm worthy just because I was born.
Like I can make a difference in other people's lives...
and my own!
Like we're all Perfect
Just The Way We Are.
Like however we are is God wanting to experience God this particular way through US.
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.