Loving this process
Never know what's going to happen next
What an interesting and enlightening and challenging journey
NOW my plan is to drink no more than 2 times a week and Not focus on any particular days
OR how many I drink
So Far So Good
If/when I get through until Monday without drinking again
Drank Monday
Am drinking now (a bottle of wine)(as always, I will report if I drink more than that)
After a very productive day of de-cluttering and cleaning and helping my wonderful little family!
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.