My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.

Friday, July 31, 2015

Well Now I Know. The Revelation Is Upon Me.

NAILED IT! (in that Hank Moody voice)

Figured out Why I'd been drinking so much this year!

(Yes, Shelly, it was definitely an emotional reason!)

Do I wish to elaborate?

Nope.

It's only important that I know.
It's very personal and emotional.

Feeling proud of myself
Feeling good about myself
Feeling smart
Feeling grateful I can drink but don't want to yet

LoveLoveLove