I Don't Know What It Is
All I know is that when I address it
And FeelDealHeal
I will feel better
On a side note: not sure I'm liking this Berry White strain today.
It's one of those hit-or-miss things, I've discovered; knowing which strain to toke.
Other times I've mostly enjoyed it
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.