...Before it will inevitably get better, because That's How Life Rolls !
DEEPEST EMOTIONAL PAIN I'VE EVER BEEN THROUGH
Don't wish to elaborate yet
Simply grateful that MY DRINKING has remained under control and even still with abstinent days
To Be Continued
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.