Despite the severity of things I'm going through of late
I'm doing great keeping it moderate
With just a minor exception or two
And abs days happen too
Like on my youngest daughter's 21st birthday Friday!
Thank GodGoddessUniverse
Even though that's the day I got the most utterly shocking and devastating news ever
That my beloved cousin doesn't believe me!! about the abuse from my parents
I'm No alcoholic
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.