Dunno where this (the trajectory of my drinking life) is going, but eager to find out!
Certainly didn't drink yesterday, or use any cannabis product; certainly had nooo desire to.
Can see myself only wanting two drinks instead of three next time I imbibe.
Hallelujah! I hardly even know who I am! Or how this sudden shift happened within less than one week.
I DON'T expect to be a Perfect Moderator of alcohol. I still overeat once in a while. I still eat too much sugar sporadically. That's normal.
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.