P.P.S. Well, whatever happened in here, it worked, and I feel great. Very into not drinking today. :D
It feels 100% unforced and unpunishing. It's totally my choice born out of what I really want.
No cannabis either, but it's never a problem anyway.
Can't wait to talk to my LPP coach on the phone tomorrow.
With The Intention Of Achieving Balance And Control Over Drinking And Being Fully Deprogrammed From CultAA--which I am learning to forgive, and let go of. Research teaches us that 1 out of 3 people are problem drinkers, but 90% of problem drinkers are Not Alcoholics and can change.
My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.