My Drinking History: Over four decades of mostly problem drinking, five drunken-related arrests in my 20s (the early 80s), of abstinence and binge-drinking, of trying moderation and usually-or-often failing, of being immersed in almost every other recovery group out there, but of being mostly sober.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

I'm Not Going To Lie

I'm having kinda a hard time simply sitting with my feelings right now

And not driving to the store to get 1 shot (mini bottle) of white tequila.

I simply want one more drink; a fifth standard drink.


I won't succumb to the emotions though!

I will SIT with the emotions instead

Because drinking more is Absolutely NOT what I (the real me) really wants!

WOOT!

Another Victory!